But since this is a public blog with my (not so common) name on it I cant really say anything about work. Apparently you can get fired for mouthing off about work, or other employees in a blog, so I won’t say anything.

But in all honestly, if I could find another decent job it wouldn’t matter if they fired me. But I need the money.

That aside, I have really neglected this site. There is a lot I need to fix and update, and I want to change this boring layout, but I never find time. Tomorrow is my day off, but I am going shopping and out with my sister. Oh, and my camera is now fixed. I will upload pictures of Thomas (he is getting so big) and Jasmine. Thomas has grown teeth, they were only 1mm yesterday and now today they are about 3mm. They are mighty sharp too, he keeps biting me, trying to find milk or something to suckle.

In one hour I will be at the airport terminal reaching out to hug my sister.

Yes, shes finally done it. She’s moved down here and I am so excited.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to die. I don’t want to be dead. But I wonder, what is the feeling? How does it feel physically and mentally to die, and what happens right away. I am a christian, so I believe in heaven. But what happens in those minutes or seconds that you pass to heaven or hell. And is there really such things as ghosts?

I have been reading The Lovely Bones. It is a sad compelling story about a young girl who is murdered and she watches her family from heaven. I am only half way through but it has made my thoughts on life and death come out more. I can’t stop thinking about that feeling.

Meh, sorry everyone if I freaked you out.